written Sept. 2009

Today I went back to the river where I started to drown and everything started to go under. I am at the beach where the relationship I thought was everything had came to an end. At that time, just a little under two years ago, the lady in my life decided to say goodbye.  So much pain and hurt at the time. I couldn’t believe the person I had dedicated two years of my life to could caused me this much pain.

Now almost two years later, I can’t help but smile and be thankful.  I now realize that it wasn’t her leaving me, but it was God taking control over my life and my spirit. At this point in my life, I have left all the darkness behind and feel so alive and free. Continue reading